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sooo..
i don’t know why, but lately i’ve been really restless. like, lonely too. i don’t really like it because i’m not really alone. i live with my very awesome and devoted boyfriend, but he works SO much and so hard sometimes i feel like i’m really alone.
i don’t have any of the friends that i used to. not really. i mean, i still speak to them on extremely rare occasions, but i find that i don’t know them anymore, not like i used to. i suppose i would know them better if half of them weren’t in the military and half of them didn’t live almost an hour away.
and oddly, i miss my dad. i wish he would make better life choices, but what am i really going to do about that? he’s an adult. i hope he knows what he’s doing. i just worry about him. his birthday is coming up. all i can do is send him a card and call him to tell him i’m happy that he’s okay.
i’ve been reading so much lately. i feel like i’ve been depressed too, but sertraline should help that. it’s not. i want to stop taking it so bad that i’m physically sick from it. i hate it. i wish i was perfect.
lately i’ve felt very alone. i took such a long walk. nearly an hour long, just wandering around the streets from my childhood. i didn’t particularly enjoy it, but it was a nice change of pace from just sitting here, doing nothing. i wish things were different.
i know the only way they will change is if i make a motion to change them, but what can i really do? tom needs to work. i need to let him work. he’s on a roll. he’s doing good, what he’s doing. we’re doing better.
i just wish that life didn’t seem so difficult when it’s not. right now, life is simple but it’s never been so overwhelming. why is it so /big?!/
these tidal waves are going to drown me. my little boat can only float so long.
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i like it. i like it a lot.
(Source: rosamondodd, via disturbingimages)
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yah so lyk
i wuz doin’ dis thing and i saw dat thing and i waz lyk wuuutttttttttt.
but fo’ real. i forgot i was doin’ shit and yeah. so i did laundry for, not even kidding, TWELVE HOURS. ): being domesticated sucks.
also, i wrote a lot. i forgot how fk’n awesome my hand writing is. yay me.
and so yeah HOLYJACKSON.
[: peach, bitches.
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holy shit.
i’ve been busy.
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(Source: girlsgotafacelikemurder)
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(Source: girlsgotafacelikemurder)
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(via ddumbbitch)
i live on the cracks in your facade..
i am 100% sure that the end of the world will come about when people stop being honest. that's slowly coming to reality.
but really, who cares?
oh yah, PS. i don't claim any of these images unless otherwise stated. if i offend you, oh the fuck well. get over it.
